Inspiration: This painting was inspired based on my journey as a artist. I wanted to create a piece that shows the chaos and confusion and fear I have felt over the years as a full-time artist. My career path as an artist has been one full of ups and downs. This journey has been a wild one with lots of chaos and confusion. To jump and go all in with my art with no backup plan or plan b was one of the hardest and scariest things I have ever gone through in my life. The uncertainty and the doubt at times almost caused me to quit. But I created this painting to remind myself that no matter the chaos and confusion and pain and fear and frustration that I have felt, this journey has been a beautiful and rewarding one. The process has been a beautiful thing to navigate through and in the end, I would not change a thing. I am a artist and this is my journey. Let this painting be a reminder that if you have a dream and you want to turn it into a reality you must go all in and you must stay committed even when everything in your body and mind are telling you to quit and run away.